chances..

why does one give another person more chances than they deserve?

why does one search for goodness in people that most probably does not exist..

how many times does one give another person the benefit of doubt, when you know its undeserved..

does being non judgmental mean you let people take advantage of you?

will one never learn from past mistakes?

Beethoven's 5th

finally i heard the whole thing..before this i have always shut it down simply cos it bothered me too much...so much so that i thought i might not be so into this western classical stuff all that much.. and then..the full thing..

it pushes and prods, brings up thoughts you thought you had so successfully deleted from memory, makes you want things you had banished from your life, rips out everything from within you, tears it to shreds, and just when you can't take anymore, as a kind of peace offering, it gives back the pieces, to put together as best you can...

all i can handle after this is Talat mehmood...